My younger sister became a mother yesterday.
I became an aunt.
Our parents became grandparents, for the first time.
Were I a better person, I would share in my family’s joy. That’s what I would have thought a few weeks ago – a few days ago, even.
Today, I will simply share that joy - or as much of it as I can bear, given what should have been.
I'm right there with you. My cousin is going to have a baby any second. I'm so happy and I so want to scream.
ReplyDeleteYes, I thought of you and your post from the other day ... we'll both get through it. Somehow!
DeleteYou are totally allowed to feel two utterly diverse emotions about this. Hugs hun x
ReplyDeleteThank you, it's good to hear that - it has more weight coming from someone other than myself.
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